i love you.

and now there's a website about it.

keep going

what you sent me.

the reason my kill count dropped.

might actually pass away during my run today
that smile
going out. i had to put my controller down.
the eyes. that's what did it.
her
day 2 trying not to die
going to pick up sissy with this sassy queen

words that are ours.

i'll reboot you (phrase)
what you say in fortnite when your teammate goes down and you're pulling them back in. also what this became. also the whole thing.
early on. still true.
jinu (n.)
character from kpop demon hunters. face sculpted from the gods. i said this as a joke. the joke being that she looks exactly like him and i had to tell her. she did not ask. i stand by it. jinu is objectively beautiful and so is she and that's the whole bit.
said it once. cannot unsay it.
gay for you (phrase)
"i think you might be a little gay. gay for you." a diagnosis. delivered with confidence. not inaccurate.
month one, probably
fortnite NOW (phrase)
"let's play. you, me, fortnite NOW." the message that means drop everything. and i do. every time.
ongoing. permanent.
random lobby (n.)
where this started. a fortnite match neither of us queued for on purpose. best game we ever played and we didn't even win.
the beginning
duo (n.)
what we were in fortnite before we knew what we were anything else. still the best team. don't argue with me.
still applies
the laugh (n.)
what happens when one of my dumb jokes lands. the whole reason i keep trying. not taking further questions.
first time i heard it
the eyes (n., pl.)
dark. spanish. the reason i lost focus during that first match. also the reason for this entire website.
first picture

the real version.

not the instagram one

a random lobby
fortnite. neither of us asked for it. neither of us has complained.
snapchat
you sent a photo. dark eyes. i saw the eyes. i was done deciding.
may 17, 2026
you said it. i was already thinking it.
utah — tbd
the first trip. the one we keep talking about. coming.
Hawaii
Hawaii
$12,000
goal
August 2027
$0 saved
$

drag to reorder.

things we're doing.

honeymoon ideas.

this is not a proposal. it is a vibe check. relax.

Amalfi Coast
lemon trees and slow afternoons.
we spend a week not checking our phones. you wear linen. i pretend i know wine.
Kyoto
quiet. clean. specific.
we walk through temples and you make me try things. i complain. i love it.
A Cabin With No Wifi
us. one fireplace. no audience.
the real one. if you pick this i'll know.

utah, for us.

a working list. add to it.

+

things you've said.

we ran the numbers.

photo pending
the results are in. we are not liable.

a letter you can't read.

to koko.
open one year from the day you said it back.
it's locked. it's waiting.
what did i order?
what's my coffee order?
what did you think when you first saw me?
what's something i haven't told you yet that you already know?
score: you got me.
will you be my girl?